It is now 4.44 PM on the last day that they said I would hear about the job. I checked with one of my references and no one has contacted her to speak about me either. Not feeling very promising.
My mum says that if I don’t get this job, it is because the Universe has something else - something better - lined up for me. I say it feels more like the Universe enjoys screwing me over. As if the Universe was bored today and wanted to create some entertainment. I imagine it was sitting up there wherever it lives, feeling all high and mighty, and it said to its neighbour, “hey Jim, watch what happens when I take away this girl’s final hope”.
If only I could blame it on the Universe. I mentioned a few days ago that I’ve come to accept that everything that happens in my life is my own doing; a result of my thinking. Trouble is, I really did believe my thoughts were on the right track for this job.
Maybe a job was too big of a thing to manifest this early in the game for me. In my Things to Achieve it does say that I need to start with something small. Perhaps this is what I need to do before I can manifest a sparkly new job.
The Secret describes one man who attracted a feather. For days he visualised a feather with very specific markings, and focussed on attracting it to him. As he was walking into a building one day, he happened to look down, and there was the exact feather he had been imagining, markings and all.
I think this is what I need to do. I think I need to imagine something so specific and unique, that if it came to me I would know that I had attracted it. Then perhaps I can move on to bigger things like a new job.
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