The end of February is approaching, and I still have some money related Things to Achieve to complete before March arrives. I’m still finding it a little hard to consider myself as being abundant in money, but I’m working on it. My brain just can’t be tricked into thinking I have lots of money when I know for a fact that I don’t.
I’m no closer to manifesting myself a job either. I know that no matter how much I ask the Universe for a job, it’s not just going to give me one. I still have to apply for jobs in order to receive one. The trouble is, I’m having a hard time applying for jobs right now.
Yesterday, I had the intention of applying for a few jobs which I’d seen advertised, but as soon as I started to look up the job ads, I started feeling really sick. My stomach started churning and my head was aching. Interestingly, these symptoms disappeared as soon as I’d stopped attempting to apply for those jobs.
The only conclusion I can draw from this is that the thought of having to go through that whole process again - sending in the application, waiting to hear about an interview, getting an interview, preparing for the interview, waiting to hear if I’ve got the job – makes me physically sick. Just writing about it is making me feel nauseous.
I don’t know what I can do about any of this, so until I figure it out I’ll work on manifesting myself some money. I haven’t really utilised the cheque I made for my vision board yet, so I thought I’d tackle this Thing: “When you look at the cheque, feel the feelings of having that money now. Imagine spending that money, all the things you will buy and the things you will do.”
Also, because my mind tends to start questioning how I’m going to get this money, and when it’s going to arrive, I thought I’d also focus on this Thing: “It is your job to ask, to believe you are receiving, and feel happy now. Leave the details to the Universe on how it will bring it about.”
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