Interviews and Cockroaches

That was officially the most successful interview I have ever had.  I followed my mum’s advice, and visualised myself as calm, confident, and competent - and I was!  It was the first time I have ever left an interview feeling like I really have a good chance of getting this job.


I’m now acting as though the job is already mine, just like The Secret states I should.  What’s more, I really do feel like the job is mine.  Hence why I’m crossing off ‘create a more powerful frequency by adding feeling to what I am wanting’ from my Things to Achieve.  Now I just have to wait until next week for them to call me and tell me the job is mine.

On a completely unrelated topic, I think I’m attracting cockroaches.  The other day I found three mammoth sized ones inside my house.  I hate cockroaches.  There’s something about the way that they move really fast and seem to scuttle about that just freaks me out. 

A few days before I found these ones I had a rather traumatic experience involving the discovery of a cockroach in a roll of toilet paper.  Since then I have been extra paranoid about cockroaches, and they seem to be everywhere.

I don’t know what on earth I did to attract that first cockroach to me, but I’m pretty sure that all subsequent cockroaches have been the result of my fear of cockroaches.  I’ve been thinking about how much I don’t want to find more of them, but I’ve actually been attracting more to me.  The Secret says the Universe isn’t biased.  It doesn’t hear “don’t want cockroaches”, it just hears “cockroaches”, and then dutifully brings them to me.

There’s definitely no way I’m going to be able stop my fear of them, but I may be able to convince myself that cockroaches no longer exist.  If they don’t exist, I can’t think about them, and the universe won’t bring me any.